Chatting with my crush rn.
KINIKILIG SYA OHH
I feel like…
…A fulcrum. It’s the middle part of a see saw.
I’m just this person who sympathizes with everyone. For example this week was the International Cry Fest (I made that one, but hey, a lot of people were crying) and there was this one day when three or four people all cried in one day. I also had this feeling that I wanted a reason to cry. there wasno reason, so I just sympathized with them. There were several people who were on-top-of-the-world happy, but I can’t bring myself to be as happy as them, because there’s no reason to be extremely happy as well.
I don’t know. I’m just weird I guess. there’s never this super-happy event that happened in my life, but I have experienced all those cry-worthy moments.
For some reason, I’m tired of being the fulcrum. I want to be on the see-saw. On the up position, that is. I’m pretty tired of being the one holding other people up.
Damn. I feel so selfish after saying all this.
